The Consumption of Mary Recalled

A lot of questions have been surfacing about what happened at the Consumption. I am glad to see enough of you have seen the last 5 minutes of it and not listening to the other side saying it never happened. I have been able to piece together the broken bits of experiences for me based on other peoples’ recalling of the whole event in the Civic Center. Like Adam explained there are layers of the rite. The first is the idol of Kali. The one that stuck out to me was one of older dark stories, not the young blue skinned image that has been more widely accepted. When I saw it I knew there was something different about it. The way it looked at me I knew she was mine. Adam got it for me and it is deceivingly heavy. On the way home I sat in the front seat with her in the seat with me. I didn’t want her to be anywhere else. By a third of the trip home Adam started being more aggressive. Her energy was expanding already. When we were almost home I looked around outside and saw things destroyed, houses barely standing, trees gone, red sky. Kali and her destructive, bloody persona had made her way into my mind already, just having her in my lap. Then we got her home and as soon as she was in the back room Adam started being his jovial self. We got the red flowers soon after because her anger started pervading the rooms around her. When we got the garland I put them on her and almost immediately I felt internally happy and girly. The red flowers that adorned her was because it is said that red flowers pleased the goddess so she was easier to work with. Then there was the sitting down on the red pillow in front of her with the 108 bead japa mala and doing 3 mantras. The first one is Om Kleem Kalikayei Namaha.  Basically it is me saying “Hi, I welcome she who is dark into me”  I said this the first 27 times. On the Mala, every 27 beads is a lapis lazuli bead. When I came to that it lets me know to pause. Then the second mantra is Kring Kring Kring Hring Kring Dakshinee Kalike Kring Kring Kring Hring Hring Hung Hung Swaha. It was said 27 times. It is a prayer to her go gain her favor, to cause her gaze to turn to me. Then while practicing the rehearsal I drank water from the chalice next to the idol. After that was the time to be splashed with blood. For practice we used water in the bowl so that first time I knew what to expect but I was still surprised because the water was cold. But after that, the last 27 times I said Om Maha Kalyai Ca Vidmahe Smasana Vasinyai Ca Dhimahi Tanno Kali Prachodayat. This is pleasing for the goddess to hear and lets me gain her favor. In particular at the Civic Center that was the mantra I said to evoke her into me. I will interject here that Adam has described working with the Daeva in weekly ritual as them being a cell phone and talking with them on the phone and what I did was take that cell phone, cut a hole in to top of my head, and put the cell phone in the hole in my head and let it go. I laughed and I thought about it and said, that’s a good way of describing that. After rehearsals there were times it was harder to shake that concentrated anger after it was over. The anger and destruction of things around me, be it in the Dakhma or outdoors to have more room to do all 3 separate parts of the Consumption, kept growing during the last mantra. There was one rehearsal the people recording the documentary got that the rest of everyone could tell something wasn’t right so they all left Adam and I to ourselves and I fought letting her anger go. So Adam had to press chakra spots and told me to let her go and it was harder to. I wanted to keep that anger and let it grow. I wanted to start smashing that fucking statue and set the neighbors trees on fire and rip the fence out of the ground and smash the windows. I wanted to destroy it all. I know that when I came to again it was because they said Adam told me to walk barefoot around the fire pit. By then the other members felt comfortable enough to take things back inside. The rehearsals were fine but what got worse was the same bloody, screaming nightmares that repeated every night. I don’t feel able to talk about them now. She was pervading aspects of my life during the day and at work, when I was picking up, how I treated people outside of the house, Adam and the kids say I changed in my behaviors with them as well. There were times I was cleaning and they said it looked like a few steps of a dance, very, very flowing. And there were the physical changes as well too. I started to look younger and healthier. I became compulsed with wearing 2 sets of small silver hoops all the time and I bought a set of 16 silver bracelets at work, and felt happy hearing them jangle together. I was also lightening my hair and before the ritual dyed it brown from the multilayered colors of bleach. I got a brownish, golden look and there were times I was disgusted by it then one selfie on my phone I had my makeup spot on and stood in front of the Kali banner and was creeped out by it because the similarity in my hair with hers. I’m not that bad now, but it still comes in waves-wanting to physically become her as much as possible. Then came the night of the ritual. When I started walking down the hallway at the Civic Center it was lined with individual pockets of mass like the druj and divs were against the walls, greeting us with zest and energy. That morning Adam and the guys went inside to set up and they said it was empty down there earlier. But when we were set up before the ritual the energy from outside from all the crazy catholic prayers and high angst-and fainting from heat exhaustion-it was like I was hyper and ready to play. We did the black mass, I had some weird experiences with that, then after I recovered and the guys had set up for the Consumption I joined Adam on the stage so he can explain about Kali and what I would be doing. The smell of the oil was growing and starting to help me feel relaxed. Then it came time to start. I have to interject here and realize I hadn’t explained the mirrors. Those of you still reading, thank you. Have you ever been looking at a mirror and then see your reflection behind you in another mirror? Like at a department store as a kid and there were as set of like 4 mirrors in different angles so you can see how things you are trying on look? It has always been different for me. I felt like there was more behind the mirror than I saw. Well, in the Dakhma we have incorporated using 5 mirrors reflecting into each other. In theory if you have 2 mirrors reflecting off of each other it creates a gateway. So there are 2 gateways crossing each other. Adam having peeled back more layers in time has simply incorporated the guardians of the Dikpala. It is for the different directions around the room. Having said that I can return to the ritual in the Civic Center. I got in the mirrors in the pentagonal setup. When I sat on the pillow in the middle facing the idol, there were 2 mirrors pointing like an arrow, one on my left, one on my right, and one behind me. I have no memories of this but everyone said that I was reaching for one of the mirrors and it looked like I was grabbing something. I thought I was touching the idol in front of me. I was reaching for where the energy was coming from-making that physical connection with the deity. With the recital of the first mantra I saw things get darker and out of focus. I thought they had turned the lights low. I lose memory but during the second mantra I looked into her eyes, not right above them, as Adam directed me to during practice. According to the other people who had done the prayer around the statue when they were done, they watched me and said I became quieter and was reaching to the mirror and it looked like I wasn’t there mentally. I remember seeing the video camera down next to the left of the idol. I don’t know if Adam actually prompted me to drink but I remember the cold of the water in my mouth. I put the chalice down and jumped inside because the blood was poured on me. It was cold and thick and felt good. Then the next mantra was started and it got darker and colder. I felt goosebumps. Adam told me that the main camera the other people used was focused on me next to the idol while I was reaching for the mirror and the guy with the microphone was behind me. I could see between that on my left, outside of the mirrors, 3 individual figures. Then 4 on my right that was in my sight while focused on the idol. They were dark and ominous and corrupting but I felt safe so I knew that they were our guardians because as it easy for me to go through the mirrors to connect with something and pull her out to our side it is easy for something else to come with me. The next recollection I have is Adam picking my right arm up and I pulled back. I wanted to sit there and keep that connection going. As he pulled me up to standing I realized I didn’t want to put the mala down so while I was countering the heavy weight of every fiber of my being wanting to sit down, I remember putting the mala over me and I cooperated with coming out of the pentagonal mirrors. I was filled with red thoughts and sight but it was darker and I was cold and tired while I with help walked to get the knife. Then when I got the knife in my right hand I saw brighter around the idol of Mary, like they had a spotlight on her and I stalked around her like she was prey that was already dead before being sacrificed, like in war. The areas around her were dark. I only saw the mary idol and the square. The member that handed me the heart after the smashing said my eyes were black and he was thinking ‘how much of Kelsey is left in there now?’. The image I chose for my facebook profile is taken when I looked up at Adam. I have no recollection of seeing anything other than glimpses of the red on his robe and blackness. I remember feeling satisfied. The next memory is of Adam picking me up and I was shivering I was so cold and I felt like a baby animal trying to walk for the first time. But after that and up til now is another blog, this is just what I have pieced together of other people telling me what happened. And the last bit is my eyes stayed that ice blue for 3 days after the event before returning to their normal color.

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Here is what is Left of Mary

 

THIS WAS THE GREAT CATHOLIC DEFENSE

 

 

 

Cyber-Stalker

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Its been over 2 years since we even bothered assessing these folks in Massachusetts.  It has gotten so out of hand, so it must be addressed because even in apathy and with zero acknowledgement for a long span of time, they continue to spread lies, create rumors, and cyber-stalk any project in which we directly or indirectly involved in.  I do believe all information on this individual is available.  He also suffers from:

Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against unpleasant impulses by denyingtheir existence in themselves, while attributing them to others.  For example, a person who is rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude.  According to some research, the projection of one’s negative qualities onto others is a common process in everyday life.

Stalking is unwanted or obsessive attention by an individual or group toward another person. Stalking behaviors are related to harassment and intimidation and may include following the victim in person or monitoring them. The word stalking is used, with some differing meanings, in psychology and psychiatry and also in some legal jurisdictions as a term for a criminal offense.  According to a 2002 report by the National Center for Victims of Crime, “virtually any unwanted contact between two people that directly or indirectly communicates a threat or places the victim in fear can be considered stalking,” although in practice the legal standard is usually somewhat stricter.

Types of stalkers

Psychologists often group individuals who stalk into two categories: psychotic and nonpsychotic.[3] Stalkers may have pre-existing psychotic disorders such as delusional disorder,schizoaffective disorder, or schizophrenia. Most stalkers are nonpsychotic and may exhibit disorders or neuroses such as major depression, adjustment disorder, or substance dependence, as well as a variety of Axis II personality disorders (such as antisocial, borderline, dependent, narcissistic, or paranoid). Some of the symptoms of “obsessing” over a person may be characteristic of obsessive compulsive personality disorder. The nonpsychotic stalkers’ pursuit of victims can be influenced by various psychological factors, including anger, hostility, projection of blame, obsession, dependency, minimization, denial, and jealousy. Conversely, as is more commonly the case, the stalker has no antipathic feelings towards the victim, but simply a longing that cannot be fulfilled due to deficiencies either in their personality or their society’s norms.[15]

In “A Study of Stalkers” Mullen et al.. (2000) identified five types of stalkers:

  • Rejected stalkers pursue their victims in order to reverse, correct, or avenge a rejection (e.g. divorce, separation, termination).
  • Resentful stalkers pursue a vendetta because of a sense of grievance against the victims – motivated mainly by the desire to frighten and distress the victim.
  • Intimacy seekers seek to establish an intimate, loving relationship with their victim. Such stalkers often believe that the victim is a long-sought-after soul mate, and they were ‘meant’ to be together.
  • Incompetent suitors, despite poor social or courting skills, have a fixation, or in some cases, a sense of entitlement to an intimate relationship with those who have attracted their amorous interest. Their victims are most often already in a dating relationship with someone else.
  • Predatory stalkers spy on the victim in order to prepare and plan an attack – often sexual – on the victim.

The 2002 National Victim Association Academy defines an additional form of stalking: The vengeance/terrorist stalker. Both the vengeance stalker and terrorist stalker (the latter sometimes called the political stalker) do not, in contrast with some of the aforementioned types of stalkers, seek a personal relationship with their victims but rather force them to emit a certain response. While the vengeance stalker’s motive is “to get even” with the other person whom he/she perceives has done some wrong to them (e.g., an employee who believes is fired without justification from their job by their superior), the political stalker intends to accomplish a political agenda, also using threats and intimidationto force his/her target to refrain and/or become involved in some particular activity, regardless of the victim’s consent. For example, most prosecutions in this stalking category have been against anti-abortionists who stalk doctors in an attempt to discourage the performance of abortions.

 

It is to my belief that the Space Pope from Massachusetts, is an example of the Vengeance/Terrorist Stalker.  Throughout the entire process of all the Events leading up to the Black Mass Of Oklahoma, you can find all over all of his social medial, his slanderous hazing and armchair quarterback criticizing everything that occurred.  He also included  this same public project on his numerous FaceBook pages: Church of Leviathan, Traditional Church of Satan,  and Occult News.  Fill free to browse these links to find just how obsessed this individual is with our church and accomplishments.

This individual, the Space Pope, not only goes out of his way to create a virtual library of slander and defamation, he also attacks the people we work with, and projects that don’t concern him.  This is the most recent example of how this stalker tries to manipulate people into doing what he wants this email exchange is being reprinted with the party’s permission

Satanic Stones

Nov 26 (2 days ago)
to me

 

Hello my friend,
This is not at all a part of our interview.
I had received a cell text from  this guy named Reverend Robert Fraize of the ‘traditional church of Satan’.
I am wondering if you could provide me with any info or background on this guy. I don’t think he is a friend, but I wanted you to be aware of what he may be attempting to do, as well as my response to him. These are below.
I hope he stops his bullshit and plays nice, but if not, as I have hinted to him, I’ll make it a legal issue and start out spending $10,000 or so (as you and I know, typically $20,000 starts the legal bidding for this type of thing) and drown him in legal fees. When he backs down then, I’ll get him on paying all legal costs. -Works EVERY TIME 🙂
I hope all is well and thanks for any info or help.
Best Regards my friend!
Karlton.

 

Wednesday November 26 2014
Hello Reverend Robert Fraize,
Thank you very kindly for your text message and the opportunity to respond via email.
Just to recap your question sir,
“Hello my name is reverend robert fraize. I am the founder of the traditional church of satan. Why do you allow a sex offender/child abuser to be promoted through your page?”
I have allowed the Church of Ahriman leader named Dastur Adam Daniels to be interviewed on topics relevant to topics of Satanists of all varieties and spiritual worshiping styles and have allowed this interview to be published in an upcoming issue of SatanicStones.Com.
Coincidentally, SatanicStones.Com recently had a legal consultation with local attorneys in part due to personal attacks against Satanists in the region of Ohio, USA., in addition to a wide and far reaching scope of interests and topics that legally needed to be addressed by SatanicStones.Com.
 Interviews and operations of all and any groups, such as SatanicStones.Com, must follow, and indeed is currently following, ALL federal dictum’s for Civil Rights as well as the secured personal federal rights for any individual and entity such as ‘of commerce’, registered or D.B.A..
Hence, I am quite familiar that any and all individuals and entities and groups specifically being selective (or ‘finger pointing’ as my legal notes state) for reasons of personal attacks and more must do so with careful caution and consideration in today’s litigious environment, although countless times are never followed through.
If looking upon your statement as sincere, I respond as SatanicStones.Com has allowed an interview to be conducted with a national controversial figure and is honored to share this amazing interview with its members. The interview is not malicious nor conducive to prodding personal attacks.
Regardless of any and all past history that any Non-Theistic or Theistic Satanist or Atheist may have or has been legally prosecuted for, SatanicStones.Com will continue to liberally and reasonably support all Satanists without judgement and prejudice, including Church of Ahriman leader, Dastur Adam Daniels. Personally and in business, I am not at all interested in personal attacks, debates, taking sides, and the like.
The single purpose of SatanicStones.Com is to give a venue to all and any variety of Satanist looking for more fulfillment in their spirituality without regard to the opinions and bickering between the differences that may separate one Satanic spiritual belief from another Satanic spiritual belief.
If looking upon your statement as ‘insincere’, I would respond that your statement dangerously predicates that SatanicStones.Com and myself, is promoting sex offenders and child abusers.
As written, your questioning statement is in line of Civil Rights offenses. My new friend, for our future correspondence I suggest you maintain a stronger sense of decorum when addressing myself and or SatanicStones.Com as again, I am not interested in personal attacks, debates, taking sides, and the like, but I am also not against seeking apologies through legal avenues as my personal and business past practices and the financing of legal briefs, legal motions, legal appeals, maintaining court dockets, on and on, certainly will attest to those on the opposite side of my, albeit only several, lawsuits, if I find it necessary for my interests.
These situations, in my experience, are slow in starting, but quick to end as the offending party / parties, finding themselves in need of serious legal counsel to defend themselves in court filed retorts, drown in the costs associated with their fight. While I must admit I enjoy the fight once underway, I am not quick to take on a legal fight, although I have the money to fund such legal ‘perspectives’. I am not your typical Facebook Satanist, my friend.
It is my true and genuine hope that you and I may enjoin as Satanists and begin a lasting friendship. I believe you have asked an honest question, but innocently asked in a manner not conducive to modern practices of investigative and inquisitive conversation as I am certainly unable to accurately predict your motives when structuring such a question.
It is my hope that I have addressed any concerns you may have and I look forward to future communications with you.
Thank you very kindly for this opportunity my new friend and thank you for your time and attention to my responding email.
The Very Best of Regards,
Karlton Sell.

 

 

Dastur Adam Daniels <dasturadam@gmail.com>

Nov 26 (2 days ago)
to Satanic
 He is a Satanic Troll that has been harassing us for over 3 years.  He has a history of harassing people and they disappear.  We refuse to back down, so he goes around slander us in private messages, harassing people we work with. Since he lives in a section 8 apartment’s with his mother collecting SSI, suing him is a waste of time.  He is all hot air, and never leaves his mom’s apartment due to psychological issues that he collects SSI for.  If you would like his personal information, I can provide that for.  My number is 4058824470, please call.

Satanic Stones

Nov 26 (2 days ago)

to me
I will be more than happy to call after dinner my friend.

Thank you for the information!

-Karlton.

His response. (Pope’s response to Satanic Stones)

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Satanic Stones

Nov 26 (2 days ago)

to me
 My question was aserious question.
And I do understand that you are breaking no law by promoting Adam Daniels.
However I do not think that it was a good decision to allow a man who said that he is not a Satanist to be represented as a satanist. His offense also goes against rule number five of the eleven satanic rules of earth.
This man recently also had his wife take her name off the oklahoma satanic statue paperwork because they claim Baphomet would scare kids.
Adam and kelsey both do not care about kids they have attacked my son by putting a photo of him on a websitethey made to slander a satanic church. They placed a target on his photo with the words “kill me now” i have had to obtain harassment protection orders against adam and his wife.
It is your website you can publish anything that you want.
But just know that you are promoting a sex offender and a child abuser.
I am not going to attack you over this that would not be logical.you are free to do as you wish.i just thought that you should know what type of person you are promoting.
Have a good night.
 That was a set of slanderous responses for everything, I hope you looked over the other links to see how he and his supporters do nothing but repeat the same garbage over and over again.  They seem to believe their own lies and believe in Hitler’s saying of, “Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it.”  He is trying learning the art of The Lie and Double Speech, but the inability to think and type clearly shows his ineptness.  Here is another example of how he tries usurp internet members of church:
David Kindle Let’s examine some facts: Over a year ago I made my first response to something the CoA was doing, the Apostasy during Halloween. Shortly after, Fraize sent me his first reguest. I looked over the profile and decided to reject it, as I do to most requests. I just had a negative feeling towards it. Then, when I entered the six week course, he sends me another reguest, along with one of his cronies, Cathy leigh. I accepted Cathy’s but not Fraize’s. and later down the road I made the decision to be officially associated with this church and Fraize sent me yet another request and a message. I ignored these again. And then, a couple of months ago he started sending me more requests and messages. This dolt actually had me convinced that he was putting the past behind him while at the same time running a smear campaign against the Dastur. I saw the page on my sidebar and clicked the like thinking it was Adam’s project. I failed to look into the site first and was going to look into it at a later date again, thinking that I pretty much knew what to expect. Thank you to the Dastur for immediately messaging me to have a look at this site. My blood ran cold and then very hot. I won’t discuss the things following this event . I say all this so anyone in this group [and it’s a safe bet that you’re friendly towards the CoA] will know how devious this motherfucker is. Adam, Kelsey,Jeremy and the CoA in Oklahoma have been making tidal waves across the occult world the last year alone. They’ve been on the news countless times. All good stuff. And what of Fraize? What has he done? Has the ground ever shaken under his feet? Has he ever done anything that made one damned difference? No. This is nothing more than a jealous little boy who can’t manufacture the attention the CoA is getting and this is what he resorts to. Pathetic little troll.
In closing, other than troll us and continue on a smear campaign that has lasted for years, what has the Space Pope done to further anything within his “scope” of religion, spirituality, and personal affairs?  How has this reclusive internet troll done or accomplished anything other than getting in the way of progress and creating a derelict collective of internet brainwashing that is based on Hitler’s principles without any knowledge or understanding of how it works.  I suggest reading 1984, then with new perspective, look over the Space Pope’s writing.  If you can even begin to under the misspelled words of a cowardice Vengeance/Terrorist Stalker. 
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