Aka Manah Evil Thought, Evil Speech, and Evil Action

Aka Manah

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May Angra Mainyu be angered. Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast. I confess myself a worshipper of Ahriman, a follower of Ahzi Dahaka, one who hates the ahuras, and one who disputes and obeys the chaos of Ahriman.  Unto Aka Manah with evil thought, evil speech, and evil action with 10,000 spells I choose (name) to (do action that they do/attribute) to (person’s name).

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

2

Rise up, thou Father of us!  For I will cause

that conflict in the world where from the

distress and injury of Auharmazd and his

arch angels will arise.

 

Rise up, thou Father of us! For in conflict I

will shed thus much vexation on the

righteous man and the laboring ox, that

through my deeds, life will not be wanted,

and I will destroy their living souls, I will

vex the water, I will vex the plants, I will

vex the fire of Auharamazd, I will make the

whole of creation of Auharamazd vexed!

I call forth Angra Mainyu to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Nasu, I call direct defilement, I call forth indirect defilement to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Vedic Indra, I call forth Sauru, I call forth the Daeva Naunghaithyn, I call forth to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Tauru, I call forth Zairi to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Aeshma, the fiend of the wounding spear, I call forth Daeva Akatasha to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Varenga Daeva, I call the wind Daeva to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

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Alas, in the heads a mental rip was torn asunder by Aka Manah.  She has the ability to take good thoughts and make them evil.  She has the ability to take good speech and make it evil.  She has the ability to take good action and make that evil as well.  You are carried down the rabbit hole so you don’t have time to react.

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Aka Manah has a strange way of good thoughts, by absorbing them into a nightmare.  As you grow tired of these thoughts Aka Manah makes them imbrued with evil thought.  The first thing is you are having a happy day in the park, then the next thing you know everyone at the park is zombies trying to kill you! Then you try to think of yourself, but now you are bleeding from every laceration you have.  Then Aka Manah telepathically projects lies, stealing and murder into the fibers of your brain.

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As your brain melts, your thoughts penetrate themselves to the point that others can hear you.  From this state people will hear you, and they will try to get your attention. You stare at them and call them many things, such as: whore, thief, rapist, and murderer.  And some people can quietly lead their way into power.  Aka Manah has this person become dominant.

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If you are strong enough to survive Aka Manah’s defilement of your brain and mouth, you then lose your survival skills and then become things such as a whore, thief, rapist, and murderer.  You will become cunning in your ways unless you are capable of self-destruction.  If you are a good person death is the only way.  But if you are a wicked person you gain honorarium in the most deplorable way.  Or you could be caught in the evil mind or evil speech that will kill you.

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Where is Aka Manah located?  Quite simply she can be found in any place that has lewd behavior.  Maybe she is at the bar looking for a subject.  Maybe she’s at a man’s sexual desires for another man.  Maybe a youth who don’t know what’s right or wrong and have books to show them the wrong way.

8

Aka Manah is the supreme regulator of thoughts.  She has both a devilish way about her or you can turn into the devil.  She is Ahriman’s right and left hand to control mankind.  And deep down inside of her, no matter how far along she takes a subject, she has received the Blessing.  All Hail Aka Manah

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Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

10

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht. Aya solte gary va ghodrat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan ke to ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.  Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man do’a va nyayesh mikonam barayae manfa’ate sharr’e ghavanine marasem ke bayad khaste shaved va bashad ke angra mainyu in ra mohaghagh konad va afzayesh dahad in tamayol ra.  palidi badtarin shararat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

 

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Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man baraye alaghe ye palid e ghavanin e marasem ke bayad khasteh shavand do’a mikonam va bashad ke Angra Mainyu in ro mohaghagh dazed.

12

We sacrifice unto Aka Manah and Ahriman, the two great, imperishable demons; and to shut down the stars, the moon, the sun.  We sacrifice this (insert), the devil of our countries.  Give unto the man darkness and criticism. Give him the dark, evil misery of the Damned Ones.

Melek Ta’us Anguish

1

May Angra Mainyu be angered. Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast. I confess myself a worshipper of Ahriman, a follower of Ahzi Dahaka, one who hates the ahuras, and one who disputes and obeys the chaos of Ahriman.  Unto (daeva name and attributes) with 10,000 spells I choose (name) to (do action that they do/attribute) to (person’s name).

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

2

Rise up, thou Father of us!  For I will cause

that conflict in the world where from the

distress and injury of Auharmazd and his

arch angels will arise.

 

Rise up, thou Father of us! For in conflict I

will shed thus much vexation on the

righteous man and the laboring ox, that

through my deeds, life will not be wanted,

and I will destroy their living souls, I will

vex the water, I will vex the plants, I will

vex the fire of Auharamazd, I will make the

whole of creation of Auharamazd vexed!

I call forth Angra Mainyu to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Nasu, I call direct defilement, I call forth indirect defilement to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Vedic Indra, I call forth Sauru, I call forth the Daeva Naunghaithyn, I call forth to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Tauru, I call forth Zairi to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Aeshma, the fiend of the wounding spear, I call forth Daeva Akatasha to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Varenga Daeva, I call the wind Daeva to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

3

Squawk! Squawk!! Squawk!!! This is the scream of Melek Ta’us at midnight.  He swoops up all those who are without.  And distributes these reckless souls that are dying in the middle of an old Dakhma.  As Melek Ta’us lets go of the body, he feels the blood stir inside the Dakhma.

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They call upon Melek Ta’us in the Temple of Lalish with the sanjak to foresee the impending one.  And all they could hear was two peacock claws scratching the roof in a cyclone. As Melek Ta’us swooped up and howled. The only thing on Melek Ta’us’ mind was the grief that the world gave him.  And the only thing after he was done was the amount of anguish he received from mankind.

5

Melek Ta’us evoked memory of Adam not having an anus to lessen his bloating. So Melek Ta’us made orders for small birds to peck away and create the anus for him.  Melek Ta’us reflected on how Adam and Eve argued who could make progeny by themselves.  It was determined that both would put their orgasm in their own jar and bury it.  Then they uncovered both jars, Adam’s jar had 2 babies in it and Eve’s jar had rotten worms full of stench.

6

Melek Ta’us relived the rules that humans made about certain words. None of us is allowed to utter his name, nor anything that resembles it, such as Sheitan (Satan), kaitan (cord), shar (evil), shat (river), and the like.  Nor do we pronounce mal’un (accursed), or la’anat (curse), or na’al (horseshoe), or any other word that has similar sound.  All these are forbidden us out of respect for him.  So khass (lettuce) is debarred.

7

By Melek Ta’us’ own commands, there is no place in the universe that knows not my presence.  No god has a right to interfere in my affairs, and I have made it an imperative rule that everyone shall refrain from worshipping all pious gods. If anyone obeys me and conforms to my commandments he shall have joy, delight, and wickedness. I do not allow friendly association with other people, nor do I deprive them that are my own and that obey me of anything that is good for them. But those who keep my secrets shall receive the fulfillment of my promises.

8

By Melek Ta’us’ revenge, I was, am now, and shall have no end.  I allow everyone to follow the dictates of his own nature, but he that opposes me will regret it sorely.  Those who oppose me I afflict with disease; but my own shall not die, like the sons of Adam that are without. The beast of the earth, birds of heaven, and the fish of the sea are under the control of my hands. But those who are without are my adversaries, hence they oppose me.

 

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Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

10

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht. Aya solte gary va ghodrat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan ke to ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.  Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man do’a va nyayesh mikonam barayae manfa’ate sharr’e ghavanine marasem ke bayad khaste shaved va bashad ke angra mainyu in ra mohaghagh konad va afzayesh dahad in tamayol ra.  palidi badtarin shararat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

 

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Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man baraye alaghe ye palid e ghavanin e marasem ke bayad khasteh shavand do’a mikonam va bashad ke Angra Mainyu in ro mohaghagh dazed.

12

We sacrifice unto Melek Ta’us and Ahriman, the two great, imperishable demons; and to shut down the stars, the moon, the sun.  We sacrifice this (insert), the devil of our countries.  Give unto the man darkness and criticism. Give him the dark, evil misery of the Damned Ones.

 

 

Angra Mainyu’s Revenge

 

1

May Angra Mainyu be angered. Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast. I confess myself a worshipper of Ahriman, a follower of Ahzi Dahaka, one who hates the ahuras, and one who disputes and obeys the chaos of Ahriman.  Unto (daeva name and attributes) with 10,000 spells I choose (name) to (do action that they do/attribute) to (person’s name).

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

 

2

Rise up, thou Father of us!  For I will cause

that conflict in the world where from the

distress and injury of Auharmazd and his

arch angels will arise.

 

Rise up, thou Father of us! For in conflict I

will shed thus much vexation on the

righteous man and the laboring ox, that

through my deeds, life will not be wanted,

and I will destroy their living souls, I will

vex the water, I will vex the plants, I will

vex the fire of Auharamazd, I will make the

whole of creation of Auharamazd vexed!

I call forth Angra Mainyu to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Nasu, I call direct defilement, I call forth indirect defilement to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Vedic Indra, I call forth Sauru, I call forth the Daeva Naunghaithyn, I call forth to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Tauru, I call forth Zairi to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Aeshma, the fiend of the wounding spear, I call forth Daeva Akatasha to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

I call forth Varenga Daeva, I call the wind Daeva to this house, to this borough, to this town, to this land; to the very body of the man defiled by the dead, to the very body of the woman defiled by the dead; to the master of this house, to the lord of the borough, to the lord of the town, to the lord of the land; to the whole of the Infernal World!

 

3

He is cold and darkness.  Shooting His way underneath the Earth, with a great glinting smile. Ahriman is thorny, and has a snake’s bite that will kill you.  Angra Mainyu’s head is gritty and splattered by blood, and five snake heads nestle on his. On Angra Mainyu’s back and legs is the rest of the snake all the way down until he puts his feet on the great serpent.

 

4

Ahriman had two great dragon wings in his back; out of his shoulders he had two muscular arms with deadly fingernails on the tips of his large hands.  In His right hand he holds the Rod of Undiluted Wisdom that glowed light blue when he spoke truth.  And his left hand wavered at the weight of the Key of the Universe.  Melek Taus gave Father Ahriman this as a gift. With this He could thrive in the darkness and walk in the light unharmed.

 

5

The Great Ahriman with his rod of Undiluted Wisdom all eyes of mortal men shall know the truth.  He will knock their eyes out until they die or the truth is known.  And with the Key of the Universe shall glow blue to almost white with the understanding of His truth.  And together with these two objects the world and all mortal eyes, shall see the everlasting truth! We shall bow down and accept His truth.

 

6

No longer shall the lies and deception of Ahura Mazda rang true.  Ahura Mazda and his lesser ahuras shall be thrown into the pit that Ahriman came from.  For the lies and deception shall be no more.  Ahura Mazda along with his lesser ahuras, shall be bleeding and retch into the darkness.

 

7

Angra Mainyu and all of his Daevas, Dew, and Druj shall come out.  They will take over heaven, and the world should seem backwards. People should be outwardly aggressive and shall make dens of people like them.  And in these dens, they should go to war with other dens. And only the strong will survive using the laws Ahriman has laid down.

 

8

All dogma shall be denied and all of the daevas and dews’ iniquity shall reign true.  Ahzi-Dahaka and the Devil’s Prophet shall laugh with sinister resonation. This shall begin a new era of Ahriman’s reign.  All mortals will bow down to Angra Mainyu’s name.  And the Devil’s Prophet shall be replaced when he dies.

 

9

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in Donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht.  Aya solte gary va ghodorat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan keto ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.

Palidi badtarin sharat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

 

10

Erade pedar ghanune khoon khahi ast, alagheye akatasha be a’male anjam shode dar in donya baraye mainyu, ou ke kamyab shod era ghaza dahad pedari angra khahad dasht. Aya solte gary va ghodrat dary, ey Mainyu, Ghodrati sharoor va palid, Anchenan ke to ra tashvigh be anjam anche mikhaham bokonam, hatta hemayat kardan az yatus haye palidat? Ma varastegi ra kenar nahade’im, ham fereshtegan va ham ensanhara.  Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man do’a va nyayesh mikonam barayae manfa’ate sharr’e ghavanine marasem ke bayad khaste shaved va bashad ke angra mainyu in ra mohaghagh konad va afzayesh dahad in tamayol ra.  palidi badtarin shararat ast, garche kamyabi niz hast, kamyab kasist ke ba palidye ashoobnak ast.

 

11

Begzar ta Da’eva ha, pailidi haye khaste shode va ensanhaye ham iman, nazdik shavandegan be palidy nazde yatus haye palidi bashand ke fesade zehn e sharoor ra az payambare Ahriman amoukhte and, jai eke baten mitavanad be moradash beresad. Man baraye alaghe ye palid e ghavanin e marasem ke bayad khasteh shavand do’a mikonam va bashad ke Angra Mainyu in ro mohaghagh dazed.

 

12

We sacrifice unto (name of daeva) and Ahriman, the two great, imperishable demons; and to shut down the stars, the moon, the sun.  We sacrifice this (insert), the devil of our countries.  Give unto the man darkness and criticism. Give him the dark, evil misery of the Damned Ones.

 

 

 

I Be Ready Soon

20190420_162216I’m back.  I suffered  3 strokes and have a stent in the right side of my neck.  I will write things down as Kesely and I recollect them.  It started at the beginning of Dec 2017.  I had a vision during sleep paralysis, the only time that happens.  The way to describe it is to think of my house being protected by bugs that formed a concrete barrier.  I could hear a voice says “This is St. Micheal the Archangel.  Let me in.”  Then he started to punch the wall from the outside.  5 times he banged on the wall,  then I awoke from sleep paralysis.

I had to calm down.  Then I got my phone and looked up what the Catholics had done at St. Joseph’s Old Cathedral downtown by the bombing site. They had a priest that did a blessing on the church.  My feeling is that we were attacked by a group of priests concentrating on me. Kelsey could feel to be best described as a big snake move over us with the feeling of safety and that lasted about 30 minutes.  I then the next day came down with an upper respiratory infection, ear infection, and pink eye.  I  kept doing family things as normal as possible but then on December 27th about midnight I got lightheaded and had a migraine and went to sleep.

On the 28th I woke up not recognizing where I was and not able to understand the implications of the bed and the nightstand.  I immediately fell out of the bed and hit the floor. I used my left arm and felt around and realized my head was in between the bed and the nightstand.  I called Kelsey’s name and hoped she would be here.  Upon Kelsey showing up I guess she had called 9-1-1.  I had been in and out of consciousness.  I only remember parts of being put in the firemen’s sling to go outside then to the ambulance.  I woke up for a short time on NW Expressway and Portland cause they woke me up and asked me questions.  I couldn’t respond and I just fell back asleep.  20171230_062443_Burst01

It’s from Kelsey. I was staying in the ICU with him and on the3rd night I was finally dozing off and I woke up and took this picture.  I didn’t understand until I looked at the image on the tv.  It was like the upper half of Ahriman and his wings were in the bed where Adam was.  That morning for the nurses he answered almost all of the questions they asked him and was responsive enough they said he had a nice voice.  This was when he started coming around and remembering things the next day, on Sunday evening, he woke up and a harry potter marathon was on and he motioned to change channels himself.  He found Spongebob and that was the first time he grinned.  The right half of his face was still non-responsive and it was a half grin but it was the best thing. Then we found Austin Powers Goldmember and he was laughing the best he could and I saw him tear up and I asked him if he was happy cause he remembered it and he nodded. Later we found the last 30 minutes of Adam Sandler’s Big Daddy and when it was over he cried and said he wanted to sit up and get the nurse.  So she was very happy with Adam’s clarity and will to get better and she moved the bed to a sitting up position but he could only handle about 5 minutes before he had to lay down. That was day number 4.

The surgery was that Tuesday.  Herbad Jared came up again and helped with Adam’s transition to the surgery, which they had to keep him awake.  That was the hardest part of all the different leaving the rooms for tests and stuff. But the procedure was successful and the Dr herself showed us pics from her phone about that before and after. There was only 1 percent blood flow in the right side of his neck, so in the E.R. on the morning of the 28th, they put a balloon in his neck and the blood flow got up to 30 percent.  After the balloon was deflated and removed and the metal stent set up the blood flow got to be about 65 percent.  To this day the tests and scans prove it still works and as proud of a mother I am it was almost better to hear the blood flow in that side of his neck for the first time as it was to hear all the girl’s heartbeats for the first time.  It has only kept getting better, more movement and feeling able to be controlled by conscious thought, not subconscious movements.